you are....my man..........

you have been like a man of my dreams, you are like a dream come true, how can you be so sweet and patient to listen to all my harsh words, i have never seen you complaining, never seen you loozing your mind over me, sometimes i find it difficult to believe that there can be person like you who has infinte amount of patience and never ending love for me, when i deserve your love the least u still have loved me like u always did, i know even if i go on a search i can never find the one like you, you handle my emotions in a perfect way and wen i say perfect it actually means " the perfect way"............ its like a fairy tale to have found someone like you, someone who loves me and whoz love is unconditional and pure like aa first drop of rain , untouched by the winds of change............................ i love you, i know i have been impossible at times but i know you know even when i say all those words , i dont mean a smallest bit of it, when i say all that i believe you know that it does hurt me.................... i love u & WRITING IT ALL OUT OF LOVE........................

.........Havn't I..........

Havn't i cried enough,
havn't my tears gone unnecessarily drained,
havn't i lost enough of my mind,
havn't i cared a lot to deserve this pride,
havn't i been a little less of me,
havn't i been a more of different being,
havn't i had enough of fights,
how havn't i been even a bit right,
havn't i loved enough, to actually have felt & written something of this kind.....
i wanna break free,
i wanna get rid of all emotions which usually run in my mind,
i wanna be tuff and strong like a wall, rigid & tough and not moved easily..
. i will die & my feelings will be dug along
but before that let me cry for the last time....
before i say goodbye to these tears ,
i will fight all my fears ,
i will say goodbye to you my love ,
for with you i can never be rough,
i can never be strong like iron ,
so let me burn my self
and let my emotions be blown like ashes
let me break free &
let me fly into an unknown field
where no one other than me will be seen...................

one day

one day you will be alone for i will be gone
even if you will look, there wont be a single trace of me..
I will leave you forever and you will no more find me
i will do it all for love
may be because i will set my love free from me
no more of being trapped in the deep mystery
i wont bother you anymore, you wont hear from me
wen i will be gone you will miss me
i will secretly love you even then,
will still dream of you but then i will never be with you....
from a distant i will think of you and me
but thinking of being near will be next to sin for me
your life will go on and so will i live
but whenever you will see your picture
you will find it to be incomplete without me
its the power of love, i will still be there in your mind...................
i will leave you not because i dont love you
but because i want to give you enough time to think of me.........
even when you have hectic days ,
you will still have time to miss me
i will leave because i dont want to be out of your mind at any time....
i know this will cost me
but there is no other way i can have 'you'

.... in da world of stupidity

world is a funny place to be in...
with a bunch of fools trying to make a mess out of it ,

they fight like kids and acts as if they are very big ,
with a brain of infants they act like saints,
some just show off their pepe jeans,

as if its armani or some heavy machine.

who the hell cares wat u are,

unless one gets some bak balance out of that...

so relax and breathe

and stop talkin the useless shit..........................

: )

love me..........

love is da sweetest feeling, the sweetest pain, the sweetest madness.........
has it not been for u then who for it could have been...,its your love that has changed the way i used to be...... iam not controlled by me any more, its your love that controls me all the time........i want to loose ,want to surrender in your love.......its you i think of all the time,its you i want to be with all the time but dont know why are things getting little tough, why is it so hard to make you understand, why kant the words convey what i really want........................its not how both of us want..... things are getting messed for no good reason, dont know why everything is not the way we both actually wants.........what i say u cant get it , what u say seems little harsh to me but i know its not how we wanted this love to be.....................no matter how many arguements we have, i know nothing can ever come in the way of our love........... i love the way you love me, i love the way you control me, i love it so much that i consciously or unconsciously do things to have your attention n love all around me........................................... i love you more then the words can ever say......i cant think of life widout you coz u are the one who completes it in endless ways, there is so much i want to tell you ,therez so much i wanaa here from you, therz so much to share with you............... if i have you in my life thers nothing i fear coz i know you are there with me ,to protect me, to love me ..........................and this love is my power and you are the reason i smile...................................................

....only for love.........

Iam feeling hi not coz iam drunk but its your love that acts like rum,
Iam feeling like iam flying ,its your love who has given me the wings,
its your love and its you who drives me nuts...........i love the little things you say,the little things you do because its you who makes me feel how beautiful my life is and how blessed iam to have you by me......... i just want to tell you that i love you so much that sometimes i am surprised how can i be so crazy about someone?.... : )