..tell me y???????

i dont know what to say, i dont even know how to say..........but something is bothering,something is there in my mind continuosly creating whirlpool for me ...i feel terrible for iam just not getting way to come out of it..sometimes we dont have much to say because we just feel we are lost..we dont have clue..we keep on thinking for no reason,endless is our search for that question which we never have known..how stupid we are at times,having all the knowledge of books we fail to answer the simple questions of life.....may be the reason is books never teach you the lessons of life n probably they can never , for these lessons are to be experienced,need to be felt and its that essence of feeeling that creates the difference....as a human we keep on thinking of the next moment.....the moment of which we have no idea,but still most of the time we think about it ,but the most funny part is we forget to think about now.......... most of the time we are planning for the next moment....moment thats not certain ,moment that we dont know if we will be able to witness or not................i try to figure out how my life has been so far...an amazing journey,full of bumpy rides...these years have taught me no matter how hard i try there certain things that will always come in my way and i have to go through them...there is no escape,there is no chance i can find other way.........i have learn to love myself,this love has given me the strength to be alone not lonely in this world...because even when iam alone i have myself...there is nothing that can complete my life ,everything else can just add on to it...