...wats the matter.......

I don't know but iam scared of something,
this feeling is strange, its making me uneasy........

weird thoughts run in my mind....
even think what is not required at all...

i have become someone i never was
its so disgusting to be in a phase u never want...

i react on impulse,i go crazy over little things,
trust me i don wana hurt,

i love you and i trust you,
but these days its little rough,

there is so much pressure on me,
i cant sleep peacefully at night..

i know i should not be scared
for you are always there to take care of me

but still i fear not because i dont trust you
may be because its so sudden and m so unprepared
and finally that moment has come,

my life is about to change forever
and its not so simple stuff...................

i dont want to behave the way i do
but now i have become so used to......

even if i try i cant stop,
but i dont do it just for fun.........

i love you and love u a lot
its because of you that i have become NUTS.............

: )

LOVE YOU JAAN