...The dreamz are but dreamz..........

Sometimes in life we want things so badly but then something happens and you no longer want that thing...why that happens i still don't know but thats how it happens.......... sometimes i feel we shouldnt want something so much so dat if we dont get it we feel heart broken , rather shouldn't expect anything from anyone, it hurts if your expectations never turn into the kind of reality you wanted................. because someone failed you,you will be sad ? whats the point of being sad ,its not reason worth being sad ......so one should expect but from only oneself, it wont really hurt that much ,it will surely hurt far less then the pain of being dissappointed by others.... no expectations, no sadness...........thats the way to live a happy life : )

...I KnoW hOw stupid Iam........

I know how stupid i have been acting lately , i know i have been a very different person altogether , i know for no good reason i have been complicating things.....why i been doing all this ? thats something that i have failed to understand but despite all these odds i wanna tell you that i have loved you and missed you every moment of that crazy time..... its only you and you i think of , even when iam awake i dream about you and the life we would have.............. iam sorry for all that time wen i was rude with you but trust me i don't want to do that to you but sometimes life becomes so complex ,so hard , that i loose my mind....and i loose it on you ,may be because i know even wen iam at my worst you will still love me no less , you will still have your arms open and welcoming me ,its your love that has made me act like a spoilt kid and i have begun enjoying all this pampering so much so that now i have started creating fictional situations to get all that attention of yours................but baby i have decided not to do it ny more because i myself cant relate to the person i have become lately , i dont want to create situations of tension , unhappiness between us , i dont want it coz i dont want you to be sad even for the fractions of seconds when we talk ............for every moment that we have means a lot and i dont wana loose it................. you have been always there for me ,you have always loved me even wen i have deserved it da least...................... i love you baby ,and i know our life is as perfect as it can get and i do'nt need to complicate it for no reason.........all i know is i have always loved you , i love u and i will always do...............................

everytime i think of you ,i feel how blessed iam,
how beautiful you have made my life , how complete have i become after knowing you, derz something about you that tells me you will always love me , even when the tough times will come ill overcome it because the strenght of our love is far stronger than the difficulties of life.............

...I FEEL pity for YOU..........

This is a story about a gal, who thinks she has all that one should have, she feels she is the best ,she thinks she is someone everyone would want to be but nobody can........ : )
But ironically that is wat she thinks & no one believes... afterall who would want to be a sad , murky and dead .............gal, when i look at you i feel pity because to me your live appears to be as dead and meaningless as it can get....... all your life you have RUN after materialistic things, all your life you have tried to make the life of others as hard and bad as possible, all your life you have been trying to be who you are not.................. sadly you have even forgotten to laugh with joy, even forgotten how to be happy ..... you have so much of negativity around you that people who happens to come around you also becomes unhappy and as dead as you are.............you do'nt even realize how selfish, how insecure you are...yes you are insecure of lot many things in your life may be because da little things that you have wont be with you for long and you know this harsh reality, these people wont be with you because they know one day you can back stab them and afterall why would anyone want to be with a creepy person like you..........you have never respected and cherished the love you had, never cared about other's feelings , you have made relationships to serve your bad intentions and one day all this will come back to you.....24*7 you think of how to make the life of others unhappy.............. can't you find a better reason to live BITCH ??????? OR THIS IS THE ONLY REASON YOU LIVING FOR??????? wats your life , a life with no life, no happiness .......... you know how sad and unhappy you are from within and how weak you are but still you keep pretending and fake it all...................... i feel pity because one day you will loose eveything and just you and your useless pride will be left, with this kind of wrong attitude you will probably have everthing that doesn't reaaly matter and and you will surely loose everything that actually do ............... i feel sorry for you,looking at your life my heart becomes heavy , AFTERALL how can someone live a life like yours....its so SAD , SO DEPRESSING......... THINK ABOUT IT...........slow down for a while and put that mask away for everyone know that YOU ARE NOT WAT YOU SHOW AND WAT YOU ARE IS EVEN WORSE THEN THAT.........................GET A LIFE, get a better purpose to live.......else who would bother to care even if you die..........because you are already so dead and rotten............

and last but not da least : DO'NT SHOW ME ATTITUDE BITCH , I GOT MORE THaN YOU....................