...I KnoW hOw stupid Iam........

I know how stupid i have been acting lately , i know i have been a very different person altogether , i know for no good reason i have been complicating things.....why i been doing all this ? thats something that i have failed to understand but despite all these odds i wanna tell you that i have loved you and missed you every moment of that crazy time..... its only you and you i think of , even when iam awake i dream about you and the life we would have.............. iam sorry for all that time wen i was rude with you but trust me i don't want to do that to you but sometimes life becomes so complex ,so hard , that i loose my mind....and i loose it on you ,may be because i know even wen iam at my worst you will still love me no less , you will still have your arms open and welcoming me ,its your love that has made me act like a spoilt kid and i have begun enjoying all this pampering so much so that now i have started creating fictional situations to get all that attention of yours................but baby i have decided not to do it ny more because i myself cant relate to the person i have become lately , i dont want to create situations of tension , unhappiness between us , i dont want it coz i dont want you to be sad even for the fractions of seconds when we talk ............for every moment that we have means a lot and i dont wana loose it................. you have been always there for me ,you have always loved me even wen i have deserved it da least...................... i love you baby ,and i know our life is as perfect as it can get and i do'nt need to complicate it for no reason.........all i know is i have always loved you , i love u and i will always do...............................

everytime i think of you ,i feel how blessed iam,
how beautiful you have made my life , how complete have i become after knowing you, derz something about you that tells me you will always love me , even when the tough times will come ill overcome it because the strenght of our love is far stronger than the difficulties of life.............