....REEL to REAL...FORGET to "FORGIVE"........

Lately i happened to be drawn more towards the negativity ...i don't know wat to blame for that but somehow it happens to be the aura surrounding me , the people around me ....there is so much to crib about that i have started looking at things in a negative way...wasnt like this but became ..................i know i don't have to blame others , other then me myself because its in my hands to control how i should feel and way i should react and respond..the choice is afterall all mine........but iam also HUMAN and being one i would want to shift the blame to something else but not myself.....................i realized thats not how i should be acting, its not me ..its not the way me being an optimist should think, its against the law of positivity......how can i just forget wat i feel is so important, how could i just not think about all this then................ "forgiveness" - today i want to forgive all those who made me cry, made life harder for me, made me hate them............I forgive you coz iam still HUMAN ,still feel pain, still have heart after all that bad you have done to me........you did wat you could but i forgive you because wat u did made me more strong...... n dis strength has given me the courage to move on and forgive you all..............Iam not saying i will "forget" it all but i will for sure forgive you all.......... the more you will try to break me , the tougher i will get .........it will not break me but your hope ...................

I hope you learn to be good to atleast all those who never did something wrong to you ,if not others................

...THE MAGIC OF LOVE...........

LOVE is what we all need but only few of us get..........why is love so rare ?

Is it really that hard to find or have we really shut our ears and closed our eyes to see love in the small things all around us.....love is in everything around us , we juss need to open our arms to welcome...its in the smell of flowers,its in the drops of rain, its in the twinkling of stars, its in the laugh of a baby, its in the care of the mother, its in the way our dad hugs us wen we come back , its the way our friends make us smile , its the way the lovers hold hands...its in everything and everywhere...........its so much all around us that we juss don't notice and value it.........................its not rare , its in the most simplest of things but over the years we have complicated it as we have complicated our minds ........................... love is in everything which adds to our existence on earth , its in everything which adds substance to it....no matter to wat extend but even then it holds value.................... all we need is to start feeling it and stop being dead with emotions.............love is a feeling and if we become insensitive to it we wont ever find love in anything .....our search will then be neverending.......we don't need big things to feel this love ,all we need is cherishing it , even in the minutest and smallest of forms.......................love is the most precious yet the least noticable feeling..................

...WhY IS dAT We.................

Why is that when it comes to giving advice , whenever we got to show someone the direction we always have something or the other to say even wen what all we say we won't ever do that ourselves........ why is that we ourselves doubt and find it difficult to follow wat we tell the world around................why???

It goes back to the time wen i was studying "Merchant of venice", there was a very beautiful saying which was true even then and even now - " Its always easy to preach but its difficult to follow ones own preachings"............ how true.........i think it happens because in the heart of our heart we like and may be believe wat we say but that belief is not enough to give us courage to do and actually do what we keep telling the whole world ... but when we preach others we find the satisfaction that there is this person who can reflect our beliefs because we never could implement them for ourself...................... now that we found someone we dont want to lose this chance................... reflection is what we wanted to see in others of our beliefs , how strange.......all our life we wanted to find someone who could do exactly what we wanted to do ourself , but then why not do that ourself ??????? wat is that restricts us from that , why do we fear , why dont we have enough strength , why we get short of courage?? why ??

May be because wen it comes to preaching we don't analyze the implications , there are many factors that we have kept constant wen we have analzed... those preachings are the creation of the illusion we love , the dream world we wanted would exist , its wat we always wanted to do , and do it so badly that wen we couldnt gather enough strength to do it ourselves we wanted others to do it............ but if we pause for a moment, slow down and relax for a moment we would realize " wats the point of having that belief which can't motivate us enough ,to actually execute it"... to me its as incomplete as the night without stars , a river with no water , a forest with no trees , a song without words and a dream with no hope............................its as incomplete as it can get............ we love the idea of living the life we never lived but wat have we done to really live it by changing how we have been living till now....why dont we juss reach out to our beliefs without needing anyone else.....