.....i was born free........

............ I was born free & untouched by the facts of life,as i grew i learnt my lessons in a hard way, some made me sturbborn, some left me dead with emotions, life is beautiful, its we who fail to see the beauty it holds.........today Iam ready to fight with world ,today iam no longer a small child gazing for help & hand...........i don't wait for tears to roll down my cheeks in public, i rather prefer to cry in dark......... today i don't pain myself for the wrong that was done to me, i rather now don't give such a chance to play on me........... iam now a fighter , a stronger being, today I feel iam complete and have a world within , a world of my dreams , a world where i rule, where i decide the parameters of my life, today iam independent, iam ME.............. because i know this world is MINE & i myself will create my life and the purpose of me still being alive.......................

...WHY IAM here?....

... why iam here?? We often come across this question,some of us try to go a step futher to try & find an answer to it but many of us just ignore it thinking its waste of time but is it really a waste or is it something which we need to know so that are purpose of life can reach to a level that is beyond,that is indeed the real reason of our existence......we try to shadow things by giving all the odd reasons,we don't have time,we are busy and what not but then if we don't have time for answering THE MOST important question then what are we actually living for........we are not here in this world because we were suppose to be but we are here because we are meant to be...there is a very thin line between life and living...and the difference is very huge.... life is a step futher to it,its all about discovering & exploring who you are and whats your sole purpose of existence.........its all about connecting with your soul and connecting to that supernatural power which controls the entire life chakra, its a level of complete awareness of oneself...............

..too much of LOVE........

Too much of love is fatal,it can take away your smile and turn them into those little drops with endless emotions for the smallest reason...it drives you crazy,it makes your mind a slave,it rules your action,u cant stop yourself in acting in this strange way,you just dont want to be this way...but the feeling is so intense that it blocks your mind,you hate yourself,hate everything of this order,you want to change it so badly but nothing seemz to work,you dont know how love has changed from possesion to obsession...but is it really that you are obsessed or is it the result of your thinking a little too much.....love takes weird routes of expressions,sometimes in the form of tears and sometimes in the form of wild madness, you seeem to loose the pataince in you,it xplodes and burns you along and then the ashes of you are left, you die every now and then and ironically the reason is too stupid to even consider but thats how love makes you behave.....the world seems to end and the light seem to make you blind and you feel you have lost your life in that moment .......and when that moment is gone you realize ,YOU WERE JUST THINKING ALL CRAP........

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..tell me y???????

i dont know what to say, i dont even know how to say..........but something is bothering,something is there in my mind continuosly creating whirlpool for me ...i feel terrible for iam just not getting way to come out of it..sometimes we dont have much to say because we just feel we are lost..we dont have clue..we keep on thinking for no reason,endless is our search for that question which we never have known..how stupid we are at times,having all the knowledge of books we fail to answer the simple questions of life.....may be the reason is books never teach you the lessons of life n probably they can never , for these lessons are to be experienced,need to be felt and its that essence of feeeling that creates the difference....as a human we keep on thinking of the next moment.....the moment of which we have no idea,but still most of the time we think about it ,but the most funny part is we forget to think about now.......... most of the time we are planning for the next moment....moment thats not certain ,moment that we dont know if we will be able to witness or not................i try to figure out how my life has been so far...an amazing journey,full of bumpy rides...these years have taught me no matter how hard i try there certain things that will always come in my way and i have to go through them...there is no escape,there is no chance i can find other way.........i have learn to love myself,this love has given me the strength to be alone not lonely in this world...because even when iam alone i have myself...there is nothing that can complete my life ,everything else can just add on to it...