...If I...........

If I hold da candle will my hands burn...........

or will the darkness in my life fade?

If i hold the water in my fist, wiill it slip away,

or will it clean da soul away.........

.........................Today sittin here.................

i think of things dat never cud n wud have come to my mind..

these are those small tiny things which we dont think off...for our time is valuable n we know they aint worth it...so y today out of nowhere Iam reminded of these memories..i don't know if i cherish them but all i know it makes me smile ,if not lauf .....dats wat matters....these things need not be big to be there in my mind and memories but they shud be dere like those days which I wont mind living up all over again n again and still not getting bored...........

...JuSt LeT iT Go..........!

Even though you show da world dat u have moved on but then y does it still hurts and makes u cry, y does it become so difficult to get over it...to me the reason is,u have never let go off it and so da strings are still attached to us like da way umbical cord is to us wen we were born, the other reason is may be because you never had it so you feel da crave for it.....u know sometimes the thought and imagination of "wanting to have something so badly" is so strong that it overpowers anything and everything and thats wen our brain just shuts down and we block our senses without realizing that its just the " thot of it " dats driving us not "it" exactly..its just the instinct of it which is telling us we "want it"................................

However,sometimes ..not sumtymz but most of the time its like dis.....we train our minds to have something and all we can possibly think of den is to have that thing and most of the times wen we have that we realize we never really needed that.....it was just the fantasy that made us wanting to have that.................

:)