....may be iam just out of my MIND..........

Hmmm wat to say and wat not to say...

this thought often confuse me or maybe iam just sooooooooo confused to really think ...my mind is out of its senses and somehow iam just lovin it......who on earth ever sad its bad to be confused?? i never really heard anyone saying that so far and in a way i won't be surprised rather shocked if i hear it once they read this one.........CONFUSION, CONFUSION AND CONFUSION ........ i see it as a positive sign may be because iam an optimist but i do have a fact to support ...see wen are we confused? hmm generally wen there is so much to say and its hard to shrink it to couple of words .....its confusing as you start feeling a pressure in your head , pressure that despite all that shrinking and cutting it down , it should still be able to potray the real meaning and the real set of emotions........... i don't understand why do we need to shorten it ?? i really dont know ...wen for all the useless stuff one can waste ample time then why not give that time to someone to hear wat they need to say...... and may be wat they will say turns to be really good......and if doesnt its still interesting to know how different you think of yourself and how different world sees you...........

WARNING :

DON'T know WAT I WROTE BUT YUP I DID WRITE SOMETHING ........ITS HARD TO FIGURE OUT .................. : )))))))

...Thats how Life is..................

If I walk would you run

If I stop would you come
If I say you’re the one would you believe me

If I ask you to stay would you show me the way

Tell me what to say so you don’t leave me

The world is catching up to you while your running away to chase your dream

Its time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change

and maybe im not ready but

im trying for your love

I can hide up above

I will try for your love

we’ve been hiding enough

if I sing you a song would you sing a longor

wait till im gone , oh how we push and pull

if I give you my heart would you just play the part

or tell me it’s the start of something beautiful

am I catching up to you while your running away , to chase your dreams,

its time for us to face the truth

cause we are coming to each other to change

and maybe im not ready.............

INTERESTING LYRICS......

high school love affair....

Thats how most of people at this tender age would feel about love,

feel about the complexity that love holds,

during this time love shapes into something very strange,

you would want to go out of your way for love

even when you know thats not how it should have been

but thats all for love

and thats how one console oneself....

how over the years the definition of love has changed

it has evolved with every passing phase of life,

Its then when you realize that inspite of changing yourself ....

its more important to accept each other as you are,

Acceptance is what love demands not the "change"

.......love is what will last....

...today ,tomorrow and years to come...........

nothing lasts forever except "love"

because nothing can "bind hearts together" like love does...........

CHEERS TO EVERLASTING LOVE............

...Tired of being here...........

Iam tired of being here,
Iam tired of being chained,
Its not the place where i belong,
I miss my people,
I miss my land
but for now this is Gods plan,
waiting to be out of here,
Iam looking for some crazy fair...
I know i will miss somethings inspite of being out of here
but thats the part and parcel of life,
the happiness of being out is more then the sadness of missing
but in the memories i have all this alive as a different phase of my life..........

...i have been....

i have been alone,
i have been there for so long,
i have seen the oceanz ,
seen the rains and seen the darkness of my life ,
with all that iam stilll here wanting to live this life....da shades of grey and white are stories of yesteryears...today i want to forget it all and start a new day with you.....its only for you that i have started loving the world around , loving that love still stay and hey baby you are mine and thats all i need to be fine.....nothing tastes like your lips, nothing feels like your touch, its you baby i wana be with...........

..waht is it ????

what is it that will make sure that i live and live happily as long as iam there?why is it so hard to say it in one go? is it because we aint sure or is it one thing is just "not enough"....wahtever might be the case but one thing is true for sure and that is we ourself don't know waht we want and wat exactly we need.......haven't we complicated our lifes for no substancial reason, haven't we lost the track of all those little things which do have the potential to make anyone happy, haven't we lost on " the real me" ......... we have mixed the two roles so much that they have lost their identity & individuality......today my real self looks almost the twin of my projection or rather i should say its my projection that has overshadowed the 'real me' .. i have forgot to understand that they are different entities ......isn't that so ironic that i have lost "who Am I "just to become " what am i"? when it should have been the other way round................................... who am I & wat am I should have been blended perfectly to make them look alike, make them look like "superimposable images of each other ".... But today wat am I has been more dominant then who am I, so much so that we have almost forgotten our "real self".......there is nothing we can relate yet we think its ok as long as iam visible .......... noboby cares to answer who they want want to be ,all that they are worried about is what they want to be ................ success doesn't come by giving up wat matters but it comes when you move ahead with everthing that actually matters............ purpose of existence have changed into just "being there".................

will continue with the same topic..till den keep : )

.......your love.........

life has become more beautiful because of the colors added by you,
the shades of DARKNESS have almost vanished, the sad notes are no longer playing in my mind, your love has tunned me with rythum and dance of life,
iam no longer sitting in dark ,
hiding away from my own self,
now i sleep to see the bright light and stare at the moonlight,
iam not scared of the waves and the winds,
i now face the water to experience the other side,
now that i know you are there with me
i feel i have found the real reason to smile........

...WalKing iN tHe Rain.......

when i walk in the rain, i can feel the the water, i can smell the soil,in that moment of time i realize how far have i come,

how far i have been from myself,those stupid things we used to do when we were kids , now are the things of past,why have i grown so fast to have lost the meaning of innocent pride.....

those days were so different, we could wake up to careless mornings,we could laugh because of little things.... now its all the way so different...the days are no longer peaceful, the nights are now sleepless...the dreams that i had once dreamt have changed into something UNachievable..........why have the things changed so fast or is it me who have not catch with time...is it me or is it the world that is not fine.................can't the things be as they used to be then? or are the things still same and its me who has changed...........i think its the price you pay to have become little wise .....................